I am , I was, I am, I was, I am. The. Most. Positive. Person. You. Will. Meet.

Once upon a time…

October 31, Halloween, Derby Day, I had my first proper Australian Barbie. My husband and I bought a grill at the discount store and invited all of our 10 frineds over. What a time it was. We had meat on the grill, drinks in our hands and good music in the background.

Let’s dress up tonight….nah, I don’t love Halloween but you know it’s my hubbies fav day. Let’s go. The athlete in me decided on a boixer for the evening.

fast forward. Dancing the night in the pub. Man do I need to learn a beat. My glovers wearing down my neck so I set them behind. Me they are gone. My husband locates them and is attacked. I jump in.

Have you ever had that nightmare where you lose your teeth? I dreamt it at this moment.

Blood out of my mouth. I am okay. I alive.

wow. my mouth looks messed up. Call a ambulance.

Fast forward. I need surgery. 7 weeks off work. check-up. i need surgery again i need braces. i have had 4 cat snacs. i am fille dwith radiation. i am away from family. i have nightmares. i need sleeping pills, i am addicted to caffience.

i am stuck. i am lost. i can only keep moving. i can’t sleep. i dont want to slow down. i want my mouth back.

I am, I was, I am the strongest person you will ever meet.